Gaining momentum.
That's what it feels like. I'm doing well. Very well in fact.
I'm currently on my happy-mood cloud and nothing can push me down.
Unexpectedly and unplanned, the accident in Madeira meant I got rid of all my medication more quickly. The medication I'd been taking for years. That were supposed to help me. Or so I thought. But now, without them, I realize: maybe they took more than they gave. Misdiagnosis, wrong medication. Our healthcare system is at its limit. If you no longer have the strength to look after yourself, to fight for yourself, to have a good network - then it becomes really difficult.
I was tired. Always. The medication was supposed to give me more energy, but instead I became even more tired. And now without them? Now I'm not fighting anymore. No longer against the tiredness, no longer against the feeling of constantly having to work against something.
I simply am. I am alive. I have strength. I have energy.
And I would love to shout it out into the world: I am happy.
Come with me on my cloud. It's amazing up here.
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